havent blogged in a while, not only cus im lazy, but everythings been rather depressing.. its all going downhill after the BeiJing trip, and i find myself more alone than i can remember.. even the 1 star course over the weekend was pretty sucky.. had to keep crapping and entertaining my participants though i felt rather siann.. but at least Ivy-jie was happie la.. =)

but every cloud has a silver lining, and everything badd has something good coming out of it.. for me, its knowing how good/pathetic some of my frens/'frens' are.. as ive always said, the best frens are those u can call at 3am, just to talk.. =)) i hope im a good fren too..

frens arent there only for the happie times and laughter.. frens are there for the dark hours too, and thats where they matter even more.. im uber grateful and appreciative.. =)

shant emo anymore le.. but for those who dont reply sms'es nor answer calls, fark off.. =)