By now, most of u would have guessed that the major event thats sucking all my off days is, well, the F1 Grand Prix. It starts tomorrow and ends after sunday, so dont expect to see me around this weekend. =( sorrie all for turning down the outings this week, but ill be free from Oct onwards! =)

If all goes okie, my LASTest duty will be on the 15th Oct. =)) if all goes better, then ill get some off for my F1 involvement and clear leave even earlier! then ill probably go on a short trip before i ORD. =))

and this blog has a new reader! wahaha buddy SinYee just got to know about this secret corner of mine, joining the handful who are aware of its existence..

due to overwhelming peer pressure, ive succumbed and obediently sat down to watch The Bucket List. its one good movie! hahha. and now im gonna write my own bucket list! found a site that actually lets u post a list and have a discussion and ask for advice on how to do the stuff on ur list. its at www.43things.com, and my username is jeremyho, in case u were wondering.. =p go on, look at my list and have a laugh.. =)) i know its funny..

shucks ive been spending a fortune on seemingly imexpensive things: Stationary!

im like some pregnant woman with cravings! now im all over the place, hunting for nice and sexy pens, pencils, files and notebooks! and so far ive spent a 3-digit figure on these stuff. =p yesyes i hear your screams of "OMFG!!". relax man. all these stuff i buy are for uni, which starts in, idk, 11 mths? hehh. bought 3 ultra cool, sexy, sophisticated and sleek mechanical pencils, of which one i gave to xF as a bdae gift, one im LOANING to Bee for her exams, and one i using.

i wanna BASE jump. i cant even skydive yet, but i know. i really wanna BASE jump. if theres anything i wanna die doing, its gotta be BASE jumping. =) 3, 2, 1.. CYA!

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arghhz incredibly busy this month of september. well you would expect me to be damn free now and just be waiting to clear leave, but NO, 'higher management' has got bigger plans for me..

the major event at the end of the month is eating up ssooo many of my off days, and im not even sure how much, if any, time off or off-in-lieu id be getting from all this..

will this be a blessing in disguise? if so it really is disguised well.. ive got another exercise tmr with the Big Boss, *BIG SIGHH*..

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woahh looking at the comments from peeps whom i never knew were reading this trashy blog, i now know that that ppl just love scandalous posts! hahaha! but i dont give care bout readership la cus this blog is for myself and a couple of close ppl, so its no biggie if im the only one reading it. =)

nowadays im home ssoo seldom that the yakult and yoghurt i bought have turned sour.. sorrie bee havent wrote backk. but we're both busy anyway! haha. gud luck for tmr onwards.. and today was my first climb at climb asia in 3 wks! the instructor course looks like a fading dream..

who wants to celebrate my 21st bdae with me??! haha msg me soon, cus ill be spending it abroad.. =) tell me if u wanna be a part of it. =)

BeiJing! TaiWan! BaLi! JaPan!

muahahahhha! these are the places im planning to drop by before uni starts in august.. BeiJing and ChengDe in Nov is already booked. flying on 13th midnight and coming back on 21st night.. =) gonna see TianAnMen Square, Great Wall, Imerial Summer Resort and quite a lot of places..

TaiWan needs some extra planning though.. myra planning a trip there with Cheez and PhangSehLong in Dec too, so if we plan well, i can extend my stay after my family trip and join em for christmas! =)) double yum!

BaLi's been in the works for the longest time! since i dont know when. july? supposed to be this nov/dec but since its the monsoon season, a trip to the surfers' paradise will consist of only Monopoly and Risk in the leaky budget hotel room. not too appetising i guess. so it's been postponed to march, so i can celebrate my 21st birthday overseas! heee.. =))

and JaPan's in end of march right after BaLi! planning to go TokYo to see the SaKuRas blossom! my mum's dying to go there again.. i think shes been there three or four times.. can u believe that??! and me, not a single time.. yeah and after TokYo, we'll move up north to HoKKaiDo!! like zOMGx right??! muahahahha!!

i cant wait.. really really cant wait.. for BTBJ.. =))

odac lantern and mooncake festival last night! though only got one lantern and a box of mooncake.. =) but everyone was happie and smiley, though quite a couple of the 23rd comm gers like damn emo.. hehh.. ohh yar i dont remember a day besides Investiture where theres FIVE GENERATIONS of odac (21st to 25th comms) present! and there's pictures! though none are taken by myself.. =/






and presenting to u.. the camwhores of 23rd comm..




and finally the highlight of the show! jelly-me the prancing monkey!

never thought id post such an unglam picture of myself.. sighhh..

09/09/08 is a day ill never forget. it's the day i failed for the very first time. failing has the most bitter aftertaste. i thought i would be decisive, calm, smart, strong and quick whenever the stakes were high. and i was all that all the time. except this time. we failed you and we will pray for u. may u get well soon.


yesterday was great. thanks dawn, esther, xiangfeng and ex for hosting me. as for fishy, jwen and vans, we'll meet next time!

im impressed with xiangfeng! she dammnn helpful, RAN all over Raffles Hall to help me find a Samsung charger that would fit my skinny phone! im impressed with the way she approaches strangers. haha! and yeah xF, thanks for the f**k. i really love it.. AhAHahahaa!!

IM BACKKK! spent 3 days paddling and got through the Basic Whitewater Course! sacrificed some skin and blood to the river gods though, cus i banged my shoulder and neck against a couple of rocks on the last day. was upside down when i went down a rapid. so now theres a painful wound on my shoulder and my neck is pretty screwed up. cant turn my head much without it hurting. =( but i know ill be back to normal after some rest! =)

yayness! my Phiten necklace arrived while i was trying to stay alive in malaysia! first time i bought something for myself off eBay, by myself. =) and u know wad? something else arrived while i was overseas:





Bee's letter/postcards! HAHA shes really funny in a way and starts her letter/postcards with 'YOU!' lol! and she signed off as Bee! sorry all of you, cus I never tell anyone anything bout her. shes a fren's gf ex and her name isn't Bee at all. it's just a nickname i gave her cus shes perpetually too busy for me. shes as busy as a Bee. geddit?

it's thursday! time to go malaysia again.. =) for basic whitewater course, and although everyone says it's chicken feed compared to our 3 previous sunkai and slim runs, im still having cold feet and harbouring thoughts of backing out last minute..

i think im chicken shit and a scaredy cat, cus i always have such 'shit ive a feeling something will happen so i better not go' kinda thoughts.. happened before WWI, WWII, WWIII and even Ramunia early this year.. and even CityChase! den need to psycho and convince myself to go or something.. but the positive side is that i always manage to bluff myself to go, and i always have the most fun! =))

nowadays i feel like a Pokemon thats evolving. im changing and im not gonna wait for anyone.. u've gotta keep up with me! st nix yuqin and meijie didn't so ive moved on without them.. i used to be ohh sssooo close to them, but now i don't feel anything when they are no longer around.. the only word in my kiddish vocab to describe myself now is 'nonchalent'..

and regarding someone's question, indeed i feel that certain people matter more than they deserve.. already i can rattle off a few names.. maybe im too nice? =p didn't use to be this nice. maybe everyone should have a dose of the jeremy back in cat high.. hahaha!! the chilli padi jeremy.. =)

maybe i just have to learn that it's no big deal.

ive got A HEAP of long overdue photos to show! first time im posting photos lei! =)) just says how big a noob i am. =p






look how happie crystal is to be sitting with me! it's a joy to bring happiness to the world. =)

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and now im smiling my ass off next to Ivy! she looks like my Big Sista.

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charles and jrmy acting cool. well if we dont look cool, it's cus of siti's shaky hands. =/

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the day meiying almost kena langga by bus. my first and probably last nite cycling trip.. =p

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Singapore's 8 newest 4 Star Kayakers! gud on ya!


and anyways im terribly sorrie to everyone for my badd mood since last week. and also to everyone i cancelled on, especially crystal, tingsheng, sinyee, chingy and marian. wahh that sounds like a lot of people. (yeah i said marian. you all hear right)

the truth is that there's a major event at the end of this month, and ive been attending meetings and briefings once every 2 days. another 2 more scheduled on wed and fri. we all know how a regular dose of meaningless meetings will cause mood swings.. =/ and im gonna have to pangseh the entire Wwkru for tmr's climbing session! this despite the fact that i sort of organised it.. lol. isn't it ironic.