=( im sadded.. after looking forward to it for so long, didnt manage to go SMU tonight to climb. all cus of one stupid flu injection.. make my arms jiao jiao like jellyfish limbs.. can u believe that my arms cui until couldnt even hold a cup of water?? im ssoo pissed.. wonder if Dickson Ting Sheng Nigel had fun, but im pretty much sure that they did. arghh dunno if will have another chance to go.. =( if dun have, ill really be kicking myself..


today was IPPT! as usual the first 4 stations got A, but my 2.4km run.. ssiighhhh.. CMI! yeah got A, but 20 seconds from Gold.. 20 seconds from an extra $100 bucks. siann.. but not badd la.. managed a silver, even though havent run for like, 6 months? i think i actually improved my timing from the last time i took.. i really gotta learn to be contented, i guess..

my $300 a month allowance secured, all the way until i ORD in november. got extra hundred bucks some more, cus get silver.. hehh.. i think Jason will be damn sian, got one week to train his broad jump and pull-ups, the two hardest stations to train.. tsktsk.. if still fail, den $1800 fly away.. really SBS(sibei sian)..


first time in dunno how long that i chased a bus, and the friggin' 88 drove away without me. he actually looked like he was waiting for me, but i run until the exit door there, then he sped off. sigghhh, left me there looking like a dodo.. -_-'


ehh im not emo'ing la! jus cus i send msg telling u my heart-felt thoughts doesnt mean im emo'ing in a corner or something. guess its my way of telling ppl how i feel. yepp..


june.. faster come.... =/