today was Sgt Wong's last duty. Bishan Fire Station's cheena clan just lost our most vocal and comical character. sighh i think work be the same from now on. really dont feel like working anymore.. =(

now left ed, kevz, cauliflower and me.. (just enough to play mahjong!) the only good thing i can see from this is that.. ive got 5 mths left on my sentence. my 22-month sentence, for my crime of being born a guy in singapore.. booo..

im feeling quite stressed from my work.. all the logistics and paperwork.. everyone seems to think NS in SCDF damn slack. maybe they should try for a single duty. physical and mental endurance im telling you.. decided to take friday off.. i really need a break. got climbing or kayaking or something.

speaking of kayaking, got 3 full attachments coming up. after them ill do my assessment, probably in july. then ill be a coach. yay. =/

daaammnn im becoming a pangseh-kia.. fly ppl kite, twice in 3 days.. sorrie guys, i think i caught it from yinhaii.

indiana jones was nice. this instalment is, less action packed and more of sci-fi. absurd storyline and the ending was quite an anti-climax. mum liked it though, so thats all that matters, heh. i think she likes harrison ford. =/

=( im sadded.. after looking forward to it for so long, didnt manage to go SMU tonight to climb. all cus of one stupid flu injection.. make my arms jiao jiao like jellyfish limbs.. can u believe that my arms cui until couldnt even hold a cup of water?? im ssoo pissed.. wonder if Dickson Ting Sheng Nigel had fun, but im pretty much sure that they did. arghh dunno if will have another chance to go.. =( if dun have, ill really be kicking myself..


today was IPPT! as usual the first 4 stations got A, but my 2.4km run.. ssiighhhh.. CMI! yeah got A, but 20 seconds from Gold.. 20 seconds from an extra $100 bucks. siann.. but not badd la.. managed a silver, even though havent run for like, 6 months? i think i actually improved my timing from the last time i took.. i really gotta learn to be contented, i guess..

my $300 a month allowance secured, all the way until i ORD in november. got extra hundred bucks some more, cus get silver.. hehh.. i think Jason will be damn sian, got one week to train his broad jump and pull-ups, the two hardest stations to train.. tsktsk.. if still fail, den $1800 fly away.. really SBS(sibei sian)..


first time in dunno how long that i chased a bus, and the friggin' 88 drove away without me. he actually looked like he was waiting for me, but i run until the exit door there, then he sped off. sigghhh, left me there looking like a dodo.. -_-'


ehh im not emo'ing la! jus cus i send msg telling u my heart-felt thoughts doesnt mean im emo'ing in a corner or something. guess its my way of telling ppl how i feel. yepp..


june.. faster come.... =/

Welcome back Mr and Mrs Ho!! haha missed you two totally! didnt manage to climb much without you guys around. ended up bouldering loads, heh..

for those of you not in the loop, Jacob and AiChin are THE outdoor people ull wanna know! whether for advice, guidance or mere rubbish, they are the ones with an unlimited supply of them. =) they were my kayaking 4 star coaches in Ramunia, and are super duper cool people! climb, surf, dive, whitewater kayaking, you name it, they do it, and are actually very good at them too. frankly, meeting them had changed my lifestyle quite drastically, and im now like some outdoor freak. =/

climbing today with Jacob AiChin Laura and Shan was AWESOOMMEE! i think the two weeks of bouldering helped, can actually feel myself improving, even if by a little. =) but damn sian, felt a sharp pain in my left arm.. again! hope its not some permanent injury..

and the worst thing, is that my IPPT is tomorrow! my $300 a month allowance depends on my performance tomorrow, so it really is a bad time to be injured. thanks Fayrus for offering to give Eddie, Jason and I a lift. although I always suan you, you're stilla nice guy. hehh.

going to SMU to climb at tomorrow night! going with Nigel and Ting Sheng, invited by Dickson. =) hope my arm recovers by tmr! heh. alright ill tell you how it goes tmr.. =)

Eddees.. Life hasn't been the same, without you around anymore. I no longer look the same as before. I really need you and am missing you bad. Don't know if I can carry on without you.. can you please come back?

*Sighhh*.. Ever since Eddees left for Kallang, I dont't know who to turn to le. Last time, just give a call, tell her what time I coming, then she will be waiting for me. Now, trying hard to find another hairstylist as good as her. I've tried the other stylists at Rave, Pointers and SuperCuts, but all not up to the standard. So now, Ive to live with not-so-nice hair, and it ain't something I'm happy to live with.


Yinhai is an idiot. Jio me go breakfast on friday, then pangseh me. Basket. There I was, fantasizing about Ya Kun kaya toast and eggs, having orgasm after orgasm, only to be let down when morning came. The girls were right once again. All guys are bastards.


At night, Cheez's dinner and movie at 9 at amk hub became dinner at 7 with no movie. i chose to absent myself and changed course to town for dinner with YuQin. first time i ate at Food Republic! dont understand what all the hype was about. the food was so-so and the dessert was damn expensive. zzz.


Looking forward to June. Whitewater. Until then, life sucks, take drugs.

i hate all u long limbed long bodied asses.. i really really hate u.. hehh. maybe i should just accept that i havent got a climber's build huh. nahh thats like giving up. well all i know is that i have to put in a lot more work if im ever gonna be a good enough climber. =)

gonna set a goal for myself.. i shall train hard, until i win a competition! hahaha havent taken part in any bouldering comp before. shall take part in my first next yr. =) look forward to me climbing alongside u, all u tall freaks out there!

one more duty over, one more step to Wongie's ORD, one more step to Kevz's ORD, one more step to my own.. hehh november eigthth please come quick, RELEASE ME!

monday was one hell of a boring duty, as are all monday duties. dont know why, its just the way we drag ourselves to work and try to take leave. lazy monday, i call it. and yeah the whole day had no calls except one miserable oil spillage.. all Sir's fault. come bishan whole day go wash floor only.. hehh..

had my dental on tuesday! there was this girl around my age at the waiting area opposite me and she kept looking, no, staring at me! so i did wad any other person wud do. i stared back. now all of u expecting a fight are gonna be disappointed, cus the girl wasnt the ah lian why-u-stare-at-me type. she was just.. a typical girl. but hell her response wasnt typical. she giggled. not the smile-to-myself giggle, but the hee-hee-hee kinda giggle. o_0" i looked around, found a magazine and buried my face in it.

and now i know why so many people so scared of dentists. 'ur teeth edges quite jagged. wan me to smoothen them out for u?' -ZZEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!- 'ok done'. ouch. thanks. ruthless efficiency at its best.

ohhhh.. went town after that and SHHOOPPPED.. projectbloodbrosshop having a sale.. but yeah all the good sizes were out so only bought one shirt. =( den FCUK had a sale too! but no size for me la. FCUK meant for big beefy guys. nothing for the puny-sized-ones.. mio had a one for one sale, so i bought two leather bracelets, one to give as a gift. ohh first time ever i ventured into the frangraces part of taka.. this gay looking guy in a suit pounced on me, held me in an arm lock, and smiled. 'would u like to try our fragrances?' well i didnt turn out as bad as i had thought. i was actually liking a couple of em. especially acqua di gio men by armani.. hehh.. dang im becoming like a girl.

asked jwen if her online shop stocks armani, and she replied, 'Nope! close shop le. HAHA' hmmmm.. that was some short lived business venture.. =/ speaking of jwen, shes the first to know bout this blog. asked her what she thought bout my first entry, and she was honest. way too honest. 'lame shit'

thats wad frens are for. to give honest opinions. hehhh.. ouch.

hii guys and gals.

uve been requesting and lobbying and crying out for it, so now you have it.

MY BLOG

this is my virgin blog so relax ok? i suck at tech and design stuff so the blogs not gonna be as sexy as we'd love it to be, but i promise ill try ok? hur. =)


Disclaimer: im as blunt as James and as straight-forward as.. whatevers straight and forward.. so dont get offended ok? maybe i shud apologise first, i can just see it coming..